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If you have tasted real love . . .
please, tell me – What is it?

Beautiful Emily is looking for love, while drugs have laid a claim on her life. Psychotic episodes and self-harm are part of her journey to the bottom. In a bizarre prison wedding to boyfriend Joaquin, images of blood and death take over and ruin the ceremony. To curb the habit she joins ‘Release’ in the countryside near Addersville. This ends in tears.

With schoolfriend Marianne she escapes to Switzerland where Adam, the leader of a Buddhist hippie commune, offers teaching and hospitality. He is not the only one peddling salvation. Up the road lives a famous Christian pastor and missionary – Dr. Francis Schaeffer. But Emily has no choice. Joaquin is waiting for her return . . .

Will Emily finally win the battle and find a path to freedom?

This book contains adult material – drug-taking, coarse language, suicide, occult practice, disability and violence. The Christian view is bible-based.